2018

First of all, Happy New Year to everyone :)

 2018 bring lot of memories to me (positive and negative). I didn’t expect my 2018 can be my worst year so far. 

To be specific, early of 2018 kinda of ‘glory’, happy and great to me sebab I grade my diploma with unexpected pointer and dapat sambung my degree.

But when we enter hujung-hujung tu..around October, my life began to break apart. I start felt stress on everything. My daily life became mess. Sometime I forget the simplest thing.  

Lagi hujung lagi stress. I start crying for no reason at night. Sometime I cried sebab tak lepas jawab tutorial . LOL

And yaa..im depressed that time. I start jauhkan diri dari kawan-kawan. I shutdown my social media account (because that the best thing I can do to keep myself feel tenang).  Problem keep come over and over. I felt like I want to scream but I cant. My personal problem attack me sampai pernah overdose medicine because I can’t think anything positive at all. 

My life was not the same anymore. 

    

I hope 2019 will be me lot of positive things around me and to all of you J