First of all, Happy New Year to everyone :)
2018 bring lot of memories to me (positive and
negative). I didn’t expect my 2018 can be my worst year so far.
To
be specific, early of 2018 kinda of ‘glory’, happy and great to me sebab I
grade my diploma with unexpected pointer and dapat sambung my degree.
But
when we enter hujung-hujung tu..around October, my life began to break apart. I
start felt stress on everything. My daily life became mess. Sometime I forget
the simplest thing.
Lagi
hujung lagi stress. I start crying for no reason at night. Sometime I cried
sebab tak lepas jawab tutorial . LOL
And
yaa..im depressed that time. I start jauhkan diri dari kawan-kawan. I shutdown
my social media account (because that the best thing I can do to keep myself
feel tenang). Problem keep come over and
over. I felt like I want to scream but I cant. My personal problem attack me
sampai pernah overdose medicine because I can’t think anything positive at all.
My life was not the same anymore.
I
hope 2019 will be me lot of positive things around me and to all of you J
